May Be It's Time To Believe...

You never know how realistic people can be until we stepped our foot into this world.
Something happened today when I was working in Pavilion, which I guess may change my thoughts in life forever and made me realised...

There are just too many kinds of people out there, if I have a choice, I'll choose not to grow up forever.
I'm hundred per cent sure that I'm not an innocent girl though I'd doubt I would ever be.

People out there is ugly and I do not know wheather I am ready to step into this world neither I know weather I can accept the reality.

They are superficial, realistic, materialistic......

It's ugly...

It's scary...

This is the reason why I promised myself that I must success in future no matter what I do.
I will be a good person.


I supposed many of you already know that I'm a free- thinker. I do not believe in god but yet I feel that I'm so blessed to have such a perfect family that I'm living in now and to have those who always by my side.

I do not know why, but I just feel like want to thank some of you guys here for being such a wonderful companion in my life. For those who I did not mention their name please do not angry, it doesn't mean that you are irrelevant in my life...

I would love to thank:-

Chong's family - for making me who I am today
Shiu's family - for always being the best caring and supportive relative in my life
Koh Chee Hoe - for being my brother
Anne Ng Yuin Yuin - for being my best partner in life
Jeremy Poh - for being my best male pal and listener
Tee Ning Li - for being who you are
Wu Hun Yee, Wong Yee Won, Tay Yuet Leng - for being the members of PESS' Giler Gang
Chong Jiang Mun - for being one of my special talkative friends
Margaret Law - for annoying me all the time
Chan Mar Win - for being blur and innocent
Suan - for being the only and the most childish and innocent friend in my life though I just knew you not more than a week. After today, I think the most happy person in this world may be those persons like you...I'm serious...

I'm sorry if I've offended you guys or done something wrong, I really appreciate you all.
I think I'm starting to believe in something called 'GOD'...

Oh My God

I just heard a breaking news form my cousin sister.
It does not affect me directly but I'm disturbed, I am very disturbed.
After I've received that news.
The first question came out is that why that person who did the heinous act didn't tell me the news earlier and directly when I went to his house on last friday? Isn't he suppose to tell me first rather than anybody else???

Oh my fucking god!

I'm going to be people's aunt after 8 months!!!!

How the heck you are going to support your family and your child, KOH CHEE HOE??????????!!!!!!!!

Duh(s)! Whoa(s)! Lol(s)!!!

And yes, I've found a brand new world! It seems like it is much more interesting than the world that I was living in before.

Don't crack your head to think or scratch your head until it cracks to think what the heck I'm talking about. I implied that working is definitely far more interesting than studying (other than losing your priviledge of asking your sponsorships to sponsor you pocket money everyday and night).

Jiang, this time you really should listen to me. I know what kind of facial expression you are showing onto the lap-top's monitor now.

Well, while waiting for the University of London's reply, Miss Koh has an extra 3-month-holiday after she had enough enjoyed travelling to other countries, shopping, yam cha with friends and doing/ planning other 'mou liu' stuffs for a month and a week, when she was in HELP uni college. After four months, she had finally done something 'meaningful' (or should I say 'right') before she continues her law degree programme in january 2008 in Kemayan ATC, which is WORKING AS A PART-TIMER in NafNaf and Calvin Klein in Pavilion, Bukit Bintang.

Although I was just started working on the day before Hari Raya (which is exactly 4 days until now), I found that I've learnt so much! May be I should put them into point-form which separates them to 3 main categories...Hahah...Law students like to put notes in point-form mar...


I've learnt:

Duh!

• than earning money is not easy (duh!)
• that eating alone on the floor, in the warehouse with tons of cloths all over the warehouse is damn pityful i.e I don't even have a proper place to eat!!! (duh!)
• that wearing high heels to walk ups and downs is damn painful (duh!)
• that serving those richy rich women can be annoying sometimes (duh!)
• to be polite, and friendly (with a perfect smile), even to those annoying people or weirdos (duh!)
• how to socialize with people out there other than my classmates (duh!)
• how to remain patient at all time (duh!)

Whoa!

• that what I fight for is 'spirit' and 'passion', definitely not commission (whoa!)
• how to impress people by killing 'perfect smile' (whoa!)
• how to apply my legal knowledge and thinking skills in real life (whoa!)
• how to overcome pressure and internal fearness (whoa!)
• how to impress people with the way I talk (whoa!)
• that speak loud and clear is very important (whoa!)
• to improve my languages (whoa!)
• how to save money! I've never know how to save money in my life!!! (whoa!)
• not to look down on anyone in life (whoa!)

LOL!

• how to enjoy 'staff purchase' with discountsed price (Lol!)
• how to become people's attention (Lol!)
• how to flirt with all type of guys (with the right way la of course!!!) (Lol!)
• how to make them crazy for me so that I will not get scolded even I've made mistakes(Lol!)
• how to choose a better one in future by compare and contrast among the guys (Lol!)
• how to avoid them from bugging me at the wrong timing (Lol!)
• how to lie even better (Lol!)

Friends, these are all I've learnt in these 4 days! Just in 4 days, man!!! May be you guys should try to look for a part-time job which will allow you to expose yourself more to different people in the world, if you have the chance. It's really fun! Oh I can't wait to finish my damn degree now!!!!!!

And yes. Working is so much fun!!!

PERFECT LOVER

The PERFECT LOVER RULES
- The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
- Has to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
- Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
- If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
- Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

These are my points and also the 8 reasons why I'm still single now:

1. First of all, he must be 'perfect' male and can do the most basic thing a man can do (you know what I mean). Totally not gay style look please! Look like gay also cannot!!!

2. He MUST be taller than myself very very OBVIOUSLY even when I'm wearing high heels. Shotter than me by 1cm also cannot This is extremely strict unless he is a very sweet and good looking guy and can fulfill the rest of the 7 pointers.

3. He must be knowledgeable, english must be good and cannot bull shitting in front of anyone especially in front of my friends. Because it is very embarrassing if my the other half is stupid. So in other word, he must be smart.

4. He must style his hair everyday if he goes out whether alone, or with company, not neccessary with me. I just can't stand those guys who don't style their hair. Look like morons only...sorry if you are one of them. No matter how handsome you are, please style your hair, k? Anyway, if he is lazy to style his hair, he may wear a cap. But that cap must be really really cool. I don't think I am too demanding because a guy always wants his girl friend to dress nicely\ appears beautifully in front of his friends but he looks like an idiot when he goes out with her.

5. Other than hair thing, he must have a good sense of fashion because I am fashionable.

6. Alright, let's talk about his inner beauty now. First. he must be patient to me because I'm not a patient person so I need someone who understands me and tolerates me all the time. Obedient to me and his parents (very important!) , OBSERVANT to certain extent but not too much (important also!), loving, caring, sweet, cannot be stingy, independent, responsible, good-hearted, love my chows and must understand me, whatever I do or did. He has to correct me if I did something which is wrong rather than keep in his heart. He cannot control me, because I won't do that to him either. Oh. He must shares his problem with me as well although I'm proud to say that I am observant enough! And most importantly, he cannot bug me or annoy me when I'm studying and must be there for me when I need him. Poor boy...

7. He is free to do whatever he likes to do except: clubbing, smoking, gambling... (These exceptions are not exhautive and they can be amended anytime according to what is called reasonable)

8. Handsome no need la, as long as he does not look like an idiot to me. No need to be very rich, as long as he is not poor. If he is damn rich, the money must not be his family, but it must be the money that he earns himself. If he doesn't like dancing, he must enjoy watching me dance. But no worries, as long as he does't hate dancing, I'm sure I can influence him to like dancing too!!!

So now you know why I'm still single. If you can fulfill the 8 pointers above, please send your contact to my yahoo mail or leave it in the comment box. But if you can satisfy those pointers and if you are a BREAK DANCER, please do not leave me any message, just come to my house or college and propose to me!!!! Thank you.

I would like to tag all my friends who would love being tagged by me or those who are simply attracted by the title of this post.

By the way, I was tagged by teening =)