Betrayer

Everything starts by a simple thank-you-kiss out of self-control,
and everything now ends by what was said by people who love myself, perhaps, more than he does.

A call received half an hour ago, makes me somehow regreted of what I've told him through text message an hour ago.

I'm still not sure whether I should tell him that,
but I really don't want to hide the facts from the one I love, may be not too much though.

I never liked a chinese song since I've started my A'levels in Taylor's,
but, surprisingly, I was crying when I was listening to the chinese song that he loves so badly, which I didn't even bother to give it a fuck when he asked me to listen to it in the past.

It takes less than a month to start a relationship,
and now it ended just less than a month it started.

I've hurt a person who loves me more than I love him and leave everything undecided now.
But I'm sure I love him...and I don't want to miss him...
May be I have to admit, it's my fault...

currently feeling: a little bit of regret
currently listening to: 'bei pan' by Gary Cao Ge